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An Introduction to My Existence

‘I’d been hiding out, planning to summer in the small seaside town of Wentworth; an hour’s drive North of Los Angeles, when I saw him again…’ Confessions of a Post-Teenage Hermit (A Blog by Jane Elliot)

   Ben returned.

   I love a man in uniform. His blonde hair shone in the afternoon sun as I glanced through the interior windows of my classroom. A trick of light in the hallway created the illusion of stardust and smoke swirling around him as he walked. I’d been working as a teaching assistant at the local public school for nearly six months after dropping out of college during my freshman year.

    The day I saw Ben again was the last day of work before summer vacation. It’s possible his return inspired me to re-enrol in college. Maybe something found always comes from something lost.

    I noticed him first, talking to the teacher and signing a release form on behalf of the small child who looked expectantly towards him. The young boy, a first grader, had his satchel on his back as they walked by. Ben didn’t see me and for that I was glad. It occurred to me as the child grasped his hand and I watched the love of my life leave that there are no good places to hide in Wentworth Elementary, especially if you’re an adult; well, semi-adult. I’m about to turn twenty-one and I should be completely mature and in control of my life, but I feel kind of stuck somewhere around sixteen. Suddenly I’m in a panic that he could turn to the side at any moment and notice me staring at him.      

     Now, where to go? Standing behind the door of a classroom is a bad idea. Hovering near the entrance of the communal staff room is a possibility, but that connection leads towards the staff lunchroom which requires a lock combination that is changed daily. In my state of internal turmoil, I couldn’t remember it.

    I crouched behind my desk, head immersed in my blog notes, listening to the roar of a police siren. Sometimes the cops (the “good guys”, as I call them) descend upon our little school in Wentworth. I’m used to it. This is the bad side of a good town. The people who summer here are rich and boring but the locals are generally the opposite. There is a high-school that connects to Wentworth Elementary and there’s a lot of, to put it nicely, trouble there. I like to think (if I do my job properly), when my students are old enough, there will be less need for cops to patrol the school gates and halls.

    Our nine year olds drew a hush as the police car whizzed by. The teacher, Mrs Alves asked the class to wash up for lunch. I was helping them. Suddenly there was disorder in the hallways, which resembled tunnels. My students, who were ‘special’, had a separate exit. It was easier that way. I was used to the bustle, but they couldn’t avoid the crowded lunch rooms.

    The lock on the staffroom door, I never got used to. I hadn’t thought to write down the combination that morning, so I just stood there, numb, pretending to listen to the police car, watching Ben leave. I thought about the difference between hiding and saying ‘hi’ as I watched him glance towards my desk.

    Dismissively, he walked down the hallway. My choice was made. At least I’d have something interesting to put on my blog that night. 

    ‘Are you alright Jane?’ The teacher from the class opposite mine asked as she peeped her head in through the doorway.

    ‘I’m okay,’ I smiled. Jessie Tate, who teaches first grade, smiled in return.  I was used to acting around my family, and keeping up the facade at work was just an extension of that. At least my work colleagues mostly show me honest appreciation.

     I assist the Special Needs music class in the mornings. Sometimes I help out in accelerated English (gifted and talented) in the afternoon, so it’s like the two extremes. I have a real soft spot for the challenges of my slower readers and my out of tune musicians. I have a mix of ages and children in one room from both classes. Sometimes the students are well-behaved, but it’s always noisy; especially when my hearing impaired children arrive. This morning’s class was general and mixed: Toby has Attention Deficit Disorder; Miles is dyslexic; George has broad spectrum autism and Lou is teaching me to sign. They’re all preparing to join the midday rush.

    Toby is the one who speaks; he has bright eyes and even brighter, red hair; he’s very smart and seriously wired; he’s jumping up and down and I try to calm him as the bell sounds for lunch.

     Sometimes the children want to sit with me while they eat but I try to give them (and myself) some space; it never works. Toby reluctantly lets go of my hand as he heads to the cafeteria where the lunchroom supervisor watches over him, to make sure kids don’t throw food or something at him, I suppose. It’s a tough world in there and my students are targets. One of them just had his bag snatched and I had to get the supervisor to intervene before I could go back and start preparing the afternoon’s lesson.

     There are some mean spirited children who become mean-spirited adults but I’d be surprised if they were born that way.  No one has an equal start in life and although most people try their hardest, we all start with a different set of difficulties and advantages. My Godmother (who is mostly a wise woman) told me that.

      I have to say the ‘advantages’ (economically) I was raised with, did not leave me immune to the nature of my family – but you’ll get to hear more about them later, trust me. Once I start oversharing I can’t stop. You’ll hear all about my snobbish father, more on my (sometimes) overbearing Godmother and my selfish sisters. I love them all - don’t get me wrong - they’re family; but they are imperfect, like all of us; well, not like all of us. My relations are ‘imperfect’ in their own particularly selfish ways. Like I said, I am resigned to tell the truth about them. I’m also going to tell you, lovely readers, about me and Ben, why we broke up and how I never got over him.

     I know some smart girls out there will be critical of me for not moving on and may want to even offer advice (which I’d be glad to hear), but I’m trying, honestly. That’s why I’m re-enrolling in college even though my Godmother has warned me that a college education is about as useful as a brown, ankle-length skirt, if you ever want to entice the man of your dreams.

     Anyway, you definitely need to read this story before you criticize. It’s easy to tell someone what’s not right or not to do something but it’s much more difficult to help someone find a path to happiness. That’s what true friends (like my friend Jen, you’ll meet her later), do. They help. At least, that’s what they should do.

    So, here’s me in a nutshell: shy, softly spoken, pushed by my Godmother into becoming a cheerleader (!) - I dropped out of college at eighteen after a failed love affair. Not quite the end of my story though, as it turned out; just the beginning.

    Before all of that, I wanted to be a writer or a teacher. I also liked to design and make my own clothes. Bizzare, I know, in this day and age, when it’s easier to buy them, but those fashion shows on TV are, let’s face it, inspirational. Besides, I’m kinda broke as of now. It helps if I can make my own clothes. 

     I wasn’t always like this.

     Born rich and pretty, I grew up in an enormous house in Beverly Hills with parents who looked down on everyone else, even our equally rich neighbours. I was told to make the most of my private school education, so I don’t expect anyone to feel sorry for me, nor would I wish them to.

      I try not to complain about my family. My Godmother, Eleanor, once warned me about complaining, ‘never tell people your problems, Jane, most people aren’t interested and the rest are glad you have them.’ That was her advice when I couldn’t get over Ben. I’d like to think people are better than that but as with all sage words, there is probably an element of truth to those ones. That said, it was my Godmother’s advice which added to the drama of my existence in the first place. My father also put in his ten cents worth of critiques.

      Dad is the director of a huge company. He dabbled in movie production when I was a child and became an entertainment lawyer. His clients are seriously famous.  It was not unusual for me to see heavily made-up and augmented movie stars parading through the halls of our house when I was small. They were glamorous women, I thought they looked like princesses but most of them weren’t very happy and I never envied them.

    My sisters probably did, although they would say, ‘so and so (famous actress) “inspires” me, then make snide comment. My sisters are annoying over-achievers. My older sister, Elizabeth, is an elegant  model who takes pre-law classes at night school (when she’s in Los Angeles) and my younger sister, Melissa, has taken to making marrying well (that is to say, rich) and having children, her primary occupation (which is wonderful, don’t get me wrong);  it’s just that she’s a year younger than me. Melissa can’t resist letting me know I’m way behind her in the process of growing up and becoming an independent ‘adult’. 

      Our family was always in the headlines when I was a child and it was into this world that I was born; lost and imperfect.  I’m quiet, fair-haired, big eyed, (Liz would describe me as ‘pretty - in a pale and understated way’) and reticent.  Basically, I’m altogether overshadowed by my smart and fashionable older sister Liz and my pushy younger one, Melissa. Sometimes I wonder if there will ever be anything that is truly mine. 

     It was during my teens that I first met Ben, first lost Ben. 

     Now Ben Wentworth (the hottest boy I’ve ever met) has just returned home to California.  He graduated top of his class as an officer at the Air Force Academy and is about to commence pilot training after a ‘short vacation’ with his sister here in Wentworth. Our family have owned a beach house here for twenty years – on the right side of town.  We look out over the sparkling beauty of the Pacific Ocean and Ben’s supposedly come to stay with his sister in a place his Mom has rented for a month – according to Jen. If you could look far enough from our beach house balcony, you’d see Hawaii – or that’s what my little sister tells everyone. Wentworth was only ever my family’s second favorite spot to vacay – they preferred Maui when I was growing up, but I’ve always loved it here. 

    I learnt all about Ben via another text I just received from my best friend Jenny. Jen has been with me through thick and thin – from high school to discovering the challenges of our combined ‘new adulthood’. Jenny knows all about Ben and me and how we got together and why we broke up. She knows my father always treated him badly and deep down, I think she knows Ben would never forgive me for what happened.

    Although I never doubted Ben’s bravery or his brilliance, my family always did. He’s apparently home for the summer with his flawless flight attendant wife or girlfriend in tow. The child could have been his son for all I knew. He’d had plenty of time to get married. It all made perfect sense. They married young in the military (mostly), so the child was likely his. Unless, well, he could have been his nephew… but it was none of my business anymore. I thought I could always ask his teacher, after he’d left the building. Better yet, I’d text Jen. Just saw him. Tell me everything, I texted. I paused for a moment after I’d pressed send.

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ANNE EYRE  

Chapter One

Journey

    I have always wanted to live in the South of England.  In my dreams I imagined one day I would live near the sea. Water is transient yet eternal. Sometimes I think my existence at Thornton Hall was just a mirage, an excuse to visit the ocean.

     The day my aunt handed me over to Social Services, I suspected life was not meant to be easy. I was only eight. Afterwards, I endured a series of foster homes and finally an expensive school paid for by my unknown benefactor. I ended up flung out onto a busy street at eighteen, wearing last year’s jeans and carrying every possession I owned on my back. I knew I had to get out of London: the city; the congested streets; the strangers moving past me as if I was air; the sheer bustle, scope and majesty of the place, would swamp me if I didn’t.

    I need to go somewhere solitary, I thought, somewhere safe.

    I’d started scouring the internet a few weeks before my final exams and just after I’d completed my university interviews. If I got in (and my final marks suggested I would), I’d still have more than three months (and nowhere to live) before classes started. I’d applied to at least six different employment agencies for a job but I had few practical skills. My benefactor had paid for me to have ‘a proper education’ at an exclusive day school in South Kensington. It was a school filled with rich, abandoned girls - girls who rated you on looks and ‘pulling power’ and girls who committed various minor classroom crimes then pointed at you for the blame. The students in their checked uniforms were rich girls from ‘good families’, girls who hated ‘povvies’ (short for poverty stricken ones). Girls like me. Let’s just say, I did not fit in, but I made the most of the experience. My expensive education and ability to speak French are what led me to Thornton  Hall and the job of caring for six-year-old Sophie Varens. 

    Now that I’m eighteen and officially an adult, solid work is hard to find. I see endless advertisements for Dance Clubs and Girls Wanted. It makes my stomach churn when I realize that no matter how hard I study, the only opportunities for me to earn a full salary without a university degree can be found in the final classified pages of a free newspaper. 

     I feel older than my years. You may wonder how that is possible, but let’s face it, after the kind of life I’ve led already, it is. I’m finished with Lockwood School and grateful for my thorough knowledge of English, French, History, Music and Mathematics. I got very high marks in all my subjects but I’ve learnt already that finishing school in the middle of a recession was not the wisest choice – as if I had one. Every advertisement screams experience. Which kind would they like?

   Would they like the experience of being abandoned by my birth mother on my aunt’s doorstep, aged two? Being fostered out six years later because my aunt disliked me? Realizing I’d never be adopted and have a real family because my mother wouldn’t sign the release forms? I was too old by then to be anyone’s first choice. This led me to eight different foster homes in as many years.

     Yes, I’ve had quite an education.  And yet. I have no contact with my birth parents but I’m not bitter. I have raised myself, in many ways, and I do not believe I have done a bad job. It is true, my expectations for happiness are not high but for the first time, I feel free and that is a joy in and of itself.

     A few days after I’d finished school I found work.  The job was with an older couple who worked in the City, in banking. The father, a dour accountant, had taken the morning off to show me his three-year-old’s routine. He was fighting with his wife and she had stormed out. This should have been my warning. During nap time, the father tried to kiss me and when I pulled away, he rang my agency and said I couldn’t ‘cope’ with the demands of the position. He was a ‘valuable’ client, so they didn’t want to hear my side of the story.

    As I grabbed my coat and left, I mentally put a line through that agency on my list. The experience made me wary of taking agency jobs again. I thought I might do better seeking work independently.

    A week later, I was very low on funds and my room was only paid up for another night. I was beginning to wonder if sleeping rough in central London would suit me (obviously, it wouldn’t) when I saw an advertisement in a women’s magazine: Governess wanted for remote stately home in Devon. I searched the old fashioned word and realized a governess was like a nanny but she wasn’t expected to do domestic tasks and was expected to tutor the child in schoolwork.  The contact details for a Mrs Fairfax at Thornton Hall in Cornwall, a seaside town in the South of England were displayed. I immediately found enough money to use my pay phone and dialled Thornton Hall. I spoke to the woman on the telephone, Mrs Edwina Fairfax, and I assumed the child who might be in my care, was her daughter.

     Mrs Fairfax was polite and well-spoken on the phone. Just her voice was like a balm to my current surroundings of street thugs and wayward school kids who were ditching school and loitering around my fairly depressing borough. I emailed Mrs Fairfax my school results and references almost immediately. A day later, I had the job.

    It was a huge relief to me. I’d been approaching the summer holidays with little money and no prospects. I took what was left of my savings to go to an enormous department store on Oxford Street to choose a new summer jacket and shoes. I chose a cobalt blue coat and red Mary Jane style flats to go with my black opaque stockings. I would look the part; even if I wasn’t sure I felt it. Cornwall would not be cold this time of year, but Thornton Hall was an ancient property situated alongside the coastline, so it would likely be breezy; English weather was always changeable. I packed my few unwanted belongings into a garbage bag and left them on the street outside my flat, after I’d returned my keys to my dodgy landlord. He looked me up and down and smirked as I announced I would be leaving. I walked out the door with my new bag declaring I would not be coming back.

    I was excited, anticipating the start of a new adventure, a new life. Who wouldn’t be after the one I’d already had? I’d been warned that there was a weak internet signal at Thornton, but this almost pleased me. There was no one I wanted to keep in touch with. My so-called friends had all gone off on summer holidays bankrolled by their parents. I couldn’t join them even if I had been invited. I didn’t mind solitude that much, not really. I’d learnt to create worlds inside my head, the ones of my own learning.

    Perhaps, I had an over-active imagination, but it would stand me in good stead where I was going. I assumed there would be few people and little else to do apart from looking after Sophie.

    I’d seen a picture of the child and had spoken a few words to her over the telephone – in French. Sophie had squealed with delight when I described to her some of the places I’d seen on the school trip I’d taken to Paris – one of the most exciting moments of my life so far. The entire senior French class had been packed into a bus and herded across the English Channel via ferry only to arrive in another country, another world, one with fresh bread and cakes and a whole new exotic language.

    At the station, I bought an extra mobile phone card, with what remained of my savings. Taking on board the isolation I might be facing at Thornton, it seemed a smart idea to arrive prepared. In the photograph I’d been emailed, Thornton Hall was situated at the end of a long windy road on the edge of a cliff overlooking the Atlantic Ocean. I could almost hear the waves crashing against the rocks.

    I clutched my phone card as I boarded the carriage. I’d need it, I thought; although I wondered if so far out in the country, there would even be a reception. On the train, I read through my formal letter of employment, emailed to me and signed by the housekeeper, Mrs Fairfax. Prior to this, she had been sent references from two of my teachers at school and another from the head mistress. I suppose the school felt it was their duty to say some good things about me. I’d always had remarkable academic results considering my ‘troublesome’ attitude, one teacher had told me.

     I stood at the changeover station after a few hours’ journey wearing my new coat and carrying every item I possessed in the world. There wasn’t much. I didn’t want to keep too many things, as I said: just a spare cardigan, some jeans, new underwear, socks (lots of socks), and an extra scarf. Although it was summer, having been raised in England made me constantly doubt even a hint of fine weather.

     I read during the second part of my journey: first, a magazine, then the news on my smart phone; I listened to some music, the latest band that I’d liked; house music; it reminded me of my best friend from school, Irma.

     Irma had taken me under her wing when I’d arrived at Lockwood. She had gone out of her way to befriend me when I was at my loneliest and for that and so much more, I will never forget her.

     Irma also disliked authority and we crept out one night to go clubbing in Soho. It was the one demerit of our school careers but the ramifications had been far reaching. The noisy club in central London had been packed with people when we arrived and we felt safe in the cover of darkness and anonymity. The band was loud, louder than my ears could stand but Irma and I loved it. We rocked out all night, lost in the noise and energy of the place.

     In the early hours of the morning, we took a mini-cab back to school hoping against hope that none of the boarding supervisors would have noticed our absence. Unbeknown to us, someone had slipped an illegal substance into Irma’s drink… too much, and Irma collapsed. Later, she was expelled. I was kept on out of charity because I had nowhere else to go and the school authorities couldn’t prove I’d taken anything. Irma’s parents have refused to allow us to speak to each other since.

     The experience left me friendless in my senior year. It could have happened to anyone but of course, we never should have been in that club in the first place. Though we’d only been drinking soft drinks and the whole escape had been Irma’s idea, I felt responsible. I was responsible. It was the one moment, the one lack of clarity in my teenage life; a huge mistake and Irma paid for it. I owed it to her now that I was out of that school, to live the best life possible. I posted a card of apology to her from the post office in Devon, and wished her well. I’d heard she’d finished off her final year elsewhere and was doing fine. Irma’s parents couldn’t stop us from communicating now that we were legally adults but I didn’t expect a response.

    It was near the end of the year when this happened and somehow, the scandal was hushed up. Irma had sisters at the school and the other parents thought getting the press involved would only be detrimental. Perhaps they were right. An air of hostility surrounded me though Irma had texted me that she held no grudge and wished me all the best. That was before her mobile was disconnected. The police even caught the guy who spiked her drink on CCTV; the drink could just as easily been mine. If it was mine, apart from Irma, let’s face it, who’d have cared?  Her sister and the other students left at school had told me as much. I couldn’t blame them. In some ways it was unfair that I’d been allowed to stay although in the end her parents removed her of their own volition. Nothing was ever the same at Lowood after that and I was glad when the school year ended.

     Every night, since I was little, after saying the Lord’s Prayer that I was taught, I prayed to turn eighteen, as if that could somehow happen overnight. But it made the time go faster. ‘Our father who art in heaven… please make me turn eighteen.’

     Irma knew all about this. She had prayed for our escape too, prayed for our freedom. At eighteen we could do everything legally: vote, drink, and get married (a ridiculous notion to me since I’d barely been allowed to speak to anyone male that wasn’t a teacher in all my teenaged years at Lockwood).

     And now, here I was, truly on my own for the first time. I felt the rush of excitement as the train moved out from the station at Devon and the ticket master came to check my ticket. I imagined I was on some glamorous train, like the Orient Express, a train I used to watch leave from Victoria Station – packed with tourists heading to Europe. That was when I lived near Brixton, and Victoria Station was my nearest changeover. That was Foster Family Six. 

    I had planned to make a stop at a little town called Lyme Regis, but to do that I would need a car and I would need to learn to drive. All things come in time; isn’t that what I was taught? I could hardly wait for my life to begin. My real life had been all too real already.

Chapter Two

An Education

     I pulled out my folder, packed with documents relating to the first year school syllabus that I would need to be familiar with. I continued reading over standards and child development for the first part of my journey. Eventually, I let the endlessly lush scenery take over as I lolled against the window with music blaring in my ears. This time it was soft and classical, like the songs I’d taught myself on the keyboard in music class.

      Because it was summer, Mrs Fairfax said she was not too strict about schooling but the child was the ward of a Mr Nathanial Rochester and he did not wish her to be behind when the new school year started. It was clear Sophie did not belong to Mrs Fairfax. Prior to her attendance in school she was used to being cared for at home when she had lived mysteriously ‘with her mother’, I was told, ‘in Paris, the city of light.’

    ‘Anne, you will not be expected to do any cooking or cleaning; there is staff for that. Your only responsibility is the entire care of this small, French child who will be staying at Thornton for the summer.’ Mrs Fairfax’s words had resonated in my ear over the telephone. Hardly anyone speaks on the telephone these days.  It’s all texts and social networking. Those telephone calls really did make me feel special. I hoped my inexperience and youth would not be considered a disadvantage. As it turned out it was for exactly those qualities that I was hired. But I don’t want to jump ahead of my story.

    I was proficient at French, although I understood it was intended that Sophie would learn to speak English. I had been instructed to speak to Sophie mostly in English. I hoped she wasn’t as unruly as some of the previous children I’d babysat.

     There were also younger children in my foster families – all eight of them - until I finally hit the jackpot and was sent to Lockwood to board. My benefactor had decided he didn’t want anything to do with me but to appease his conscience I was sent to this select boarding school. I assume my benefactor was a ‘he’ but the actual person could have just as easily been a woman, I suppose. The lawyer who signed my school cheques was male. I knew nothing more about my benefactor (who insisted on a confidentiality clause), other than who his lawyer was.

     Lockwood School was not the friendliest place, as you may have guessed, dear reader. It was there that we froze away the winters and, after Irma left, I tried to ‘make friends’ with girls who’d invite me to vacation with them over endless summers. It almost worked but usually they tossed me to the curb after a few weeks when they found out I could never return the favour. Inevitably, I spent the last weeks of summer tucked up at school, learning the syllabus for the following year. That’s really how I became academically gifted; I had nothing better to do. And of course, I liked to read and draw, qualities which helped me inhabit my own little world.  

     I was surprised in some ways, that when I turned eighteen, I had nowhere to go and my benefactor didn’t want to meet me. It would have been upsetting but I was so ready to embrace my freedom I put this unnecessary slight out of my mind and resolved to get on with my life, now that I could finally, legally, make some decisions for myself.

    I arrived in the village near Thornton Hall at night. I was to stay at an Inn. Next morning I would get a lift to Hay Lane which led to the vast estate of Thornton. Mrs Fairfax had arranged for some neighbours to meet me.

     The Inn was small, friendly and comforting. I ate my dinner (sausages, mashed potato and beans) and drank a glass of lemonade. I pushed my food around on my plate. It reminded me of some of the worst excesses of boarding school – food fights and eating competitions. When the teachers were absent, the older girls and prefects made the rules. (Some of the older girls locked us in a room in one of the sports houses…) The prefects were the worst in that school. You were nothing when you first arrived. There were all sorts of standards and anti-bullying messages but that had nothing to do with reality for the younger students. If you were bullied and spoke up, it only made things worse. I was twelve when I arrived at the school and I had to prove myself until I was older and became a prefect myself. Our group tried to install a different set of rules and I’d like to think the younger students that followed us were a little less feral than the older students who’d been the original bullies at Lockwood. However, boarding school was ultimately better than some of the foster care I’d been allocated. I shuddered at the memory of strange people and unfamiliar beds.

    My room at the inn that night was warm. I heard the crash of the sea in the distance. I was getting closer to the cliffs of Cornwall and I couldn’t wait to see them, especially now that I could hear the ocean. Is there any sleep deeper or more luxurious than one where you listen to the folding waves close by? I doubted it.  

    The next morning, the sky shone with a brilliant sun. I heard a voice from downstairs.

    ‘Anne? Anne Eyre?’

    I walked down to the foyer, sleepy eyed.

     A youngish man with blonde hair spoke from the first floor.

     ‘My name is Connor Rivers. I’m a friend of Mrs Fairfax; we are from the same church. My… sisters and I are visiting Devon and we’ve offered to drive you to Thornton since we wanted to see that part of the coastline anyway.’

     I looked perplexed.

     Connor smiled, welcomingly.

     ‘Mrs Fairfax said she’d left you a message.’

     I checked my phone; sure enough, there it was.

     ‘Oh… yes,’ I said, smoothing my hair. ‘Just a minute.’ I wasn’t used to such hospitality in London.    

     ‘My sisters and I live in Devon but we’ve come to visit friends on a neighbouring property, not far from Thornton.’

     Connor introduced his sisters who were young and pretty and suited their names; Rainbow and Daisy.   

     I did a double take. The girls wore flowing skirts, bare feet and flowers in their hair. All of the siblings looked alike and the girls waved to me as if we already knew each other. They seemed friendly… and safe.

      ‘I’m with my sisters, we’re about to leave… we have a church christening to go to….’  And he spoke on.

      Connor seemed nice enough. He could not have been more than twenty-one and I’d say his sisters were younger than me. As we drove, the siblings talked about how they were raising money for a local country fair to be held in a few months. They were also building a school in India and talked animatedly about this.

      I stared out the window as I listened. I admired their enthusiasm for helping others. As I’d just escaped from school, the idea of helping to build another one, didn’t capture my imagination. Tutoring one pupil in a spacious country home, however, would be different.  Rainbow and Daisy chatted away about their new home in Devon and the church youth group they enjoyed as Connor loaded my meagre belongings into the car.

     The girls conversed with me warmly during the long drive.

     ‘And you finished school in London?’ Daisy asked, ‘Oh, it’s such a big city. My sister and I prefer the country, but we’ve been shopping in Oxford Street a few times and it was so much fun.’

    ‘Oh, yes,’ Rainbow said, ‘I adore department stores.’

    ‘My sisters sound far more materialistic than they are,’ Connor assured me.

    ‘That’s alright,’ I said, ‘I also love shopping in those famous streets. Where do you think I bought my new coat?’

     Rainbow and Daisy both admired the fabric.

     ‘Even so,’ Connor said, ‘we were in London for a church picnic in Hyde Park. It was a  lovely day and I’m sure we all remember it more for the new friends we made than the items we bought.’

     Connor’s sisters giggled and Rainbow raised her eyebrow at her brother’s seriousness.

    ‘Of course,’ Daisy said, smiling at me.

   ‘I like Hyde Park, also… and St James’ Park. They are beautiful in summer or winter,’ I added.  

    The sisters nodded in agreement.

     I fell asleep during the second half of the journey. When I woke up, the girls were singing and I could see Thornton Hall in the distance.

    ‘Here we are,’ Connor announced.

    Thornton was a large, majestic building that towered over the lush farming fields surrounding it.

     ‘Anne? Anne Eyre?’

     ‘Wake up, Anne,’ Rainbow sang prettily.

     ‘Miles away,’ Daisy said, tugging my shoulder.

      I’d fallen asleep. Apart from being tired, this was because I got motion sickness and my body’s way of preventing it, had always been to send me to sleep. The movement of the car helped make me drowsy but the singing woke me. I listened to the distant sound of the water lapping cliffs. We were driving along High Cliff, not far from where Thornton Hall was situated. To reach the driveway that led to the main house, we rambled along Hay Lane in the brilliant morning light. It had been a long journey from my London bedsit to here.

     The car stopped and so did the tuneful but high pitched singing of the sisters.

     I rolled out of the car to see an imposing mansion up close. Because it was warm for this time of year, there was no mist but a light film of salty air greeted my lips as I got out from the car.

    ‘Can I take your bag, Anne?’ Conner asked me. ‘Normally we’d come in for tea with Mrs Fairfax but we’re running a bit behind schedule.’  

   The boy smiled. There is no way I should have referred to him as ‘the boy’ in my mind, since he was actually three years older than me. For some reason, his trusting glance made him seem sheltered, unlike me. .

   ‘It’s okay…’ I said, embarrassed I had so few belongings.

   ‘Suit yourself,’ he said. I hoped somehow I hadn’t offended him. ‘This place used to have tons of racehorses when Lord Rochester was alive… the money this family had… still has, would buy a small country. I only hope they use some of it for… good purposes. I’ve heard tons of stories about the new owner, Nate Rochester…’

    ‘You mean Nathanial Fairfax Rochester?’

    ‘Yes, he sometimes uses a shortened version of his first name. He’s very… modern, for an aristocrat.’ Conner looked into my eyes and smiled.  I wondered if he was waiting for a tip. He seemed to want to tell me something…

    ‘You really have never travelled anywhere, have you Anne?’

    ‘Not… unless you count all over London.’

     He smiled.

    ‘Well, out here in the country, things may seem… kinder, but we have our fair share of secrets.’

     I wondered what he meant.

     ‘Anyway, we’re heading back to the village now for the christening… at the end of the year, my sisters and I are going to India…' I realized Connor also intended to travel the world. He seemed to want to delay my departure, glancing at me as he jumped into the car.

    ‘Just a tip - the owner of Thornton has a bit of trouble keeping his staff now that the old man’s gone. I’ve heard strange stories about this place. Just remember, Anne, in the modern world, no one has slaves anymore… Tell Mrs Fairfax I’m leaving the car to be collected from the station…’

    I nodded.

    Is that what I was to become?  A paid slave?

    A soft chill air wafted across the threshold as the Rivers siblings drove off. I walked towards Thornton Hall and knocked on the heavy door, apprehensively.  

Chapter Three

Thornton

    An ancient, stooped-over man opened the heavy door and peered out at me through the open space behind the safety chain and the wall.

   ‘Are you Mr Rochester?’

    He laughed.

    ‘No, Miss. I’m Hector, the butler. I’m old enough to be his grandfather. The owner of Thornton is who you’ll be wanting. He’s away… in Europe, not sure if he’ll be back here all summer. Sometimes he goes away and we wonder if he’ll ever return. Place will go to rack and ruin… No, it’s the younger Rochester you’ll be wanting, but I knew Rochester senior back when he was still a boy… giving away my age again…’ he chuckled. I could have assured him I would not have guessed it to be less than one hundred.

   ‘No, that younger Rochester has wild parties…’ he tutted and shook his head. ‘His father would not have approved… no he would not.’

    With those words, the elderly man shut the door in my face. Already I was thinking he was pretty weird.  

    I sat on the doorstep wondering what to do next.

    How was I supposed to interpret the letter, the paid for room in Devon, the helpfulness of Mrs Fairfax and the old-fashioned interview method – the telephone? I sat on the door step and put my head in my hands.

   Moments later, an older but very well-dressed woman came out.

  ‘Anne? Anne Eyre?’

   ‘Yes, that’s me,’ I said with a mixture of eagerness and exasperation.

   ‘Oh, Anne, I am so glad you’ve arrived. I’m Edwina Fairfax, the housekeeper here at Thornton Hall. Sophie, the child you are to tutor, is having her afternoon nap but we’ve been expecting you all day…’ she leant in, ‘take no notice of Hector; he’s been here for decades, Nathanial would never ask him to leave, it’s his home too but he really doesn’t work as the butler any more. He’s very good at judging the young man who owns the place, though…’ Mrs Fairfax said.

    She continued to speak as she led me through the vast entrance hallway of the house with grand, high ceilings and entrance hall lights lit up like crystal. ‘Never mind Hector,’ she continued. ‘He’s over a hundred,’ she whispered… ‘He’s been working here for sixty years, he’s going a bit… well, he’s a bit… confused. I can’t really talk to him and there are so few staff left here, just a cook and a cleaner and the grooms who come to work during the day, mostly. We have a lodger upstairs, Emma Poole, but she doesn’t speak much, does her own thing and writes all day from her room in the attic, or so I’m told. I’m not allowed to go in there as she doesn’t like being disturbed.’ Mrs Fairfax shrugged and raised an eyebrow. ‘Artistic types,’ she said disdainfully.

     ‘I mostly just run the house, organise the pay, the salaries. I read – a lot! Do you read novels Anne?… of course we have television and the local cinema but no internet connection while the renovations to the far wing are being done, not unless you go into the village -  there are too many builders around here digging up phone lines and what not… so, they’re working on that…’

     No internet, I thought. Good. I don’t want the distraction while I’m busy hiding from the world and its coldness.

    ‘The staff are… let’s just say they are not readers. They spend their evenings in the village pub mostly, when they are not wanted around here. Nate Rochester, he’s the owner now; he doesn’t visit much, either, but he’s supposedly bringing his friends to stay for the summer; some of them are in a band and he manages it and agreed to let them hang out here. Apart from that, his business interests are varied. He is coming home to organise the horses and buy some more, or sell them; I’m not really sure. I think he just wants someone to teach Sophie English over the summer. She’s no trouble, Anne, but she mostly speaks French. Do you speak French fluently?’

    ‘Yes, yes, of course…’

    ‘Good. Don’t speak it around Sophie, unless you have to! We want her to speak English fluently. Anyway, I’ll be interested to hear what you think of her.’

     Mrs Fairfax talked on.  

    It was quite refreshing to hear her speak in this relaxed manner. I wasn’t expecting her to be like this - someone who lived in such a grand house and wore a twin set and pleated skirt. She looked like what I imagined a lady-in-waiting to a princess might look. She spoke to me as a grown up, an equal, something I was not entirely used to.

    I had also not really made friends since Irma left, during my last year of school. My history, as you may have gathered, is not an easy story to share with strangers. Together, we walked into the grand ballroom. There were high chandeliers and paintings on the walls and rows of mirrors and windows. It reminded me of one of those lavish palaces I’d only seen on the internet or in movies.

     ‘Nathanial doesn’t need a job. His family have inherited money over many generations, so his business is really about keeping the family finances in order. Mrs Fairfax raised her eyebrow and continued, ‘I often wonder at the logic of such a young man… inheriting everything, but I suppose we can’t predict such… excesses, now, can we? I am sure there must be a reason for it and so far he has acted with great thoughtfulness. I can’t say I approve of his producing movies in America or managing the band but those are his hobbies and not for me to judge…’ she trailed off. Though she instantly told me to call her by her name, Edwina, I mostly referred to her as Mrs Fairfax.

    ‘For some reason… Mrs Fairfax, I assumed Sophie was your child.’

    ‘Oh, no dear, she is simply in my care.’

     Mrs Fairfax offered no further explanation as to Sophie’s existence and I was left to wonder.

     ‘Now, let’s show you to your room, and then we’ll make a nice cup of tea.’

      I hadn’t been expecting such a warm welcome and I’d rarely experienced such kindness from a stranger. In little under an hour, I almost felt like I had inherited a grandmother because Mrs Fairfax was so unexpectedly warm and friendly.

      As it turned out, she was a distant cousin of the Rochesters (but, as she’d told me laughingly, not one of the rich ones). She’d originally been Nathanial’s nanny and had raised him and his brother from infancy.  Nate’s older brother had died, leaving Nathanial to inherit the vast family estate and all the wealth of the businesses.  

   ‘There are a few workers on the property. They are quite…. disinterested in things like reading and movies so it will be wonderful to have someone to talk to in the evenings…’ Mrs Fairfax said.

   Her chatter continued and I admit I found it refreshing to have an older woman, effectively my employer - take such an interest in me.

   ‘I’ve put you in one of the warmer rooms; there are twelve bedrooms to choose from, and it’s not the biggest, but I think you will like it…’

     She led the way up the stairs and along a wide hallway.

     My bedroom had high ceilings and a distant view of the ocean. There was a large desk beneath the window sill and a double bed with a thick duvet covered by an embroidered bedspread. The bookcase was empty and I noticed the maid had left a glass of water covered in a doily atop a pile of fashion magazines.

    ‘This is… perfect,’ I said. Almost too perfect, more than I’d ever dreamt, I thought.

    ‘There’s an ensuite to your right and a swimming pool that is heated in winter, downstairs. Mr Rochester, Nathanial’s father, had it installed when the boys were young but it doesn’t get used as much now.  Perhaps… if you swim, you could teach Sophie… I noticed on your CV…,‘ she trailed off again.

    ‘Yes, of course. I have my First Aid Certificate; I took the test during my final term at school.’

    ‘Was it an all-encompassing…. education? I noticed you attended Lockwood – one of the most prestigious ladies’ colleges in London.’

    ‘Oh yes,’ I replied, ‘very…. rigorous.’

     I had learnt not to share past hurts. I pulled my sleeve down to cover the scar on my hand, courtesy of one of my sixth form classmates and her sculpture implement which tore “accidentally” into my skin during a pottery class.  The mauling happened just after Irma left and I’d barely screamed let alone reported an incident - that would have led to further problems.

     My education had included bitterly cold winter dormitories, corporal punishment dealt out in private by prefects (before the younger girls became prefects themselves) and gossiping, neglected, fiercely snobbish teenage girls.

   ‘Have a good sleep, Anne. You can meet Sophie tomorrow.’

    I washed my face and could hardly believe my luck. The bedroom enveloped me but I’d never seen such splendour, much less lived in it. In the middle of the night, I had an unsettling dream. I was a child again and I was trapped in the locker room of my school and no one would let me out. When I opened my eyes, I stared above me at the high, intricately designed, ceiling and felt a security under my blankets that had previously eluded me.

ANNE EYRE

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ANNE EYRE  

When eighteen year old Anne Eyre accepts a summer job at majestic Thornton Hall, she meets the handsome Nathanial Rochester – a man with a devastating secret. From the writer of Pride & Princesses and Wuthering Nights, ANNE EYRE is inspired by the classic, gothic romance, Jane Eyre.

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