Sunday, May 19, 2013

(#Twenty-eight: Glass House) Wuthering Nights by Summer Day: Inspired by Wuthering Heights


Chapter Twenty-eight
 Annabelle
    The day after the infamous Grange dinner party, Heath decided to ring Annabelle. He asked her to come to dinner with him. Bored with the usual pattern: work, money, a feeding frenzy sated by the local blood bank - he needed a distraction. He’d been denying his true nature for too long, but there was very little alternative in polite society. Besides, Kate had moved on.
     He would do the same. 
     That evening, Annabel arrived at his office in her work clothes. She’d been promoted at the gallery to Publicity Officer and her expensive blue suit shimmered under the lights as Heath gave her a tour of the new company premises. Afterwards, they went to dinner. Every night the following week, they did the same.  
      Sometimes they met up in Soho near the gallery where Annabelle was working with a more experienced Art Historian. She hoped to manage the gallery one day and Heath was surprised at her entrepreneurial vision. Annabelle was delighted by Heath’s availability and newly amenable nature. He was like a new person, genuinely complementary of her work in the gallery, the place Kate one day planned to display some of her pictures.
    They’d been going out for about six weeks when they met for lunch in a popular restaurant with long glass windows overlooking the Thames. Annabelle had a frown as she scanned the lunch menu. Heath once preferred pubs but his new job came with an expense account that he felt obligated to use. Annabelle was very impressed with this, but barely ordered anything.
    ‘I’ll have the soup please,’ Annabelle said to the waiter who seemed unsure, as if it was his first day.
    ‘Typical,’ Heath thought, as he noticed Annabelle eating like a bird.
     After they’d eaten, Annabelle told him about her day and Heath pretended to be interested. He knew he’d have to try a little harder if he wanted to pass the six-week boyfriend stage with Annabelle.
     ‘Heath…did you hear me?’
     Miles away, Heath had tuned out and was staring through the window at the panoramic London views. This was not a good sign. He was wondering how he’d dis-entangle himself from the possibility of an actual relationship with this woman whom he’d thought of as a friend - at worst, a plan. Sensing this, Annabelle did something unusual. She shocked him.
     ‘Did you hear me Heath?’
     Annabelle burst into tears as she talked.
     Heath, sensing her need, couldn’t believe his good fortune. Though never very interested in problems of a female nature, he’d have to make an exception in this instance. The words “unexpected pregnancy” gave him a chance to play the hero, no questions asked and also to get back at the woman he loved. The circumstances were too good to resist. He could take the plan further than he’d initially intended.
     ‘I…I don’t know what to do,’ she gulped as she talked, irritating Heath who was nothing less than riveted by her out of character tale. It shouldn’t have surprised him; Annabelle was needy and unpredictable. She’d barely waited for him to pay for dinner the third time they’d dated before she’d arranged his seduction in a hotel room. He knew he’d become a person Kate disliked and he didn’t care. Perhaps his recently acquired egotism needed to be kept in check. The truth was he’d planned for days to spend the night with Annabelle. Still, he hadn’t encountered anything but enthusiasm from her. Annabelle was almost entirely predictable and her neediness for his love was no less than riveting to a man who, since Kate’s betrayal, was almost entirely devoid of emotion.
     He knew Kate would think less of him for having almost no feelings for Annabelle yet taking things further with her. Since Kate had abandoned him and married someone else, he felt she had no right to an opinion. He’d been out clubbing and fanging and going home with whomever, since he’d read Kate’s marriage notice in the paper years ago.
      Now Heath wanted to use and discard anything and everyone he encountered. Most of all, he wanted to make Kate and her family pay for their transgressions, for leaving him alone as a small child, for beating him and, in Kate’s case, for choosing someone else. Annabelle had needed little inducement from Heath to re-form a romantic attachment towards him that had never existed on his part. They had spent the night together after just one bottle of wine. Admittedly, she’d done most of the drinking. He had to give her some credit as she stared at him with her big, tearful eyes. The look of love on her face was implacable.
    That night was a distant memory to Heath and he’d purposely not phoned her the next day.
    After he’d impressed her with the cheap thrill of an exclusive hotel and his undivided attention, that one night with Annabelle had ended in the usual disappointment as he woke up beside her the next day. He did not need reminding that she was not Kate. Annabelle’s arm across his chest represented her neediness, not his. Heath had sat on the lounge chair opposite her after he’d dressed, resisting the urge to run off early and leave her lying there alone.
     That morning, a plan had begun to form. He’d left a respectable length of time between the first meeting and trying to impress her at Claridges. This was nothing less than Annabelle was used to, given her spoilt upbringing. He smiled inwardly as he realized she and Kate had at least one thing in common.
    She was connected to the only woman he’d ever loved and that connection would serve a higher purpose; revenge.
    Heath tried not to dislike her as she sat opposite him in the restaurant. She was attractive enough, nothing like her sister-in-law which really should have been a point in Annabelle’s favour. Kate, beautiful and goddess-like, was also disloyal - Heath would never forgive her. He found Annabelle emotionally needy and thus high-maintenance and even a little bit boring, but she also held the keys to The Grange, a property he wished to purchase.
    Heath was surprised when Annabelle spluttered out in sobs her baby news. He had been careful and made sure he looked empathetic as he sipped his blood orange juice mixed with Magenta.
    He’d learnt to control his desires to drain his lovers, especially the ones he liked and his specialist had warned him that there was a chance he could pro-create. If he did, his offspring would only have a small chance of inheriting his hybrid gene. A boy child would have a sixty percent chance of being a fully-fledged bloodsucker. A girl child would carry the gene but likely be human. Heath hoped for a girl. He’d never want a child to suffer the way he had. He had no idea how he would explain himself to Annabelle. He’d tried to tell her about his freakiness, but she refused to listen. When he was tempted to fang, her meek compliance repelled him, and he held back. She still held little appeal. To Heath, Annabelle was bloodless.
    All she said was, ‘I know you are different. Kate has warned me but I don’t care.’
    He knew it was his call - either way Annabelle would raise his child.
    ‘Annabelle, stop crying, there is no need for that,’ he said softly, feigning sympathy which Annabelle misinterpreted as empathy. (They should have been more careful. They’d been careful, or so he thought). He’d lately started to read the thoughts of people close to him. It was a habit he’d tried to control but as he tuned in to Annabelle all he could hear in her mind was, ‘please offer…please do the right thing…’
    Heath stared out the window, bored with the woes of human life. This news should have excited him, he was sure of it. Once, the prospect of creating a family would have been grounding, essential. But now, he just stared into the abyss of eternity, the cruelty of outliving those he raised and dared to love in return.
    Heath viewed the river and its many bridges, the skyline along the houses of parliament and thought what a wonderful city to behold. The bloodsuckers who’d come before him had told many stories about Edwardian England. Evenings were filled with tales of beautiful women, dark cobbled lanes, ruby carpeted theatre halls and eager street vendors. His ancestors drank brandy seated around log fires during their cold, mansion nights. And here was the chance to add his lineage.
     He realized he was in control and wasn’t proud of the fact that he’d made Annabelle feel beholden, when all along he’d wanted something beyond what was obvious to her. Marrying Annabelle would make Kate feel what he felt. The situation was meant to be. He looked towards the boats and the line of the shore that carried cargo and supported both ancient buildings and high rises. He wondered how far one of those boats could carry him if he kidnapped Kate and forced her to stay away from her poisonous family and all that was familiar until she was his, and only his, forever more. He thought about the time he’d gone to meet her in the glass house and wished they’d never parted.
     He paused before he spoke. In his fantasies, the only source of comfort to him was a reversal of betrayal.
    ‘Here, dry your tears,’ he said, handing Annabelle an unused handkerchief.
     Annabelle pressed it under her eyes.
    ‘I have a solution. Your child shall have a father, Annabelle. We’ll get married. I brought you here today to tell you…well, to ask you to marry me anyway. I’m not suggesting for a minute that this hasn’t surprised me, but we needn’t let it derail our lives…’
     Annabelle looked at him with a surprised expression on her face. She used an old-fashioned phrase, “You could have knocked me over with a feather,” when she announced her intentions to Kate later that evening, just as Heath imagined she would. He only wished he could have seen Kate’s face when Annabelle told Kate that Heath had asked her to marry him and that she’d said “yes”. Kate had guessed Heath was up to something but she also knew there was nothing she could do. She was married to Edmund now, she was having his child.
     Over breakfast a week later, Edmund raised the subject of Annabelle with his wife.
    ‘I feel as if I have lost a sister,’ Hunt said, as he read the finance news. ‘But never mind, she will come to her senses, eventually - and when she does I shall not be so forgiving. I think I shall re-structure the family trusts, make it harder for him to get his hands on her property… ’
     ‘Annabelle is pregnant,’ Kate said, her hand on her own expanding stomach.
     Hunt put down his newspaper, but delivered the calm, rational words Kate had come to expect from him.
     ‘Then I suppose it will be a while before we see her again.’

     The wedding was a lavish affair. The impending nuptials were announced in the most conservative broadsheet newspapers and covered in all the glossy magazines. Kate attended, of course, in a pink silk dress, fashionable and ruched at the shoulder. It was a close family affair and Hunt had told Kate she must attend. 
    Kate couldn’t describe how she felt, sitting in the reception as the young couple danced their first dance.  They looked amazing together - Annabelle so blonde and pretty like the sun, Heath so dark and handsome, like night.



(#Twenty-nine: Glass House) Wuthering Nights by Summer Day: Inspired by Wuthering Heights


Chapter Twenty-nine    
Glass House
    In retrospect, he had tried to show enthusiasm for the marriage. 
     As they grew apart, Annabelle was unaware they’d never really been together, except as friends and briefly, lovers. If his wife had ever asked, he would have told her everything. Deep down, he knew the truth; Annabelle didn’t want to know.
    Work was always his excuse.
    The office needed him - the businesses. The family fortune required overseeing now that Harrison had drunk himself into despair and lost most of the shares that had remained in his name. Harrison sold the rest to Heath’s company for a third of what they were worth. Of this recent business deal, he was not ashamed. He knew Kate, whom he hadn’t spoken to for months, would be angry at him for stooping to Harrison’s level.
     The adoption of Hinton had not brought the family any closer together and Heath made more excuses to stay out of the house. Heath’s career was escalating and he was expanding the company overseas, preparing to leave London for Asia for three months.
   ‘I’m asking you not to go,’ Annabelle said. ‘It’s too soon with the baby.’
   ‘Well Annabelle, you knew where this was going when you married me. I can’t abandon my career; it’s important.’
   ‘For what? You’ve earned more money than we could ever use and you have mine. You’ve spent half your life trying to get back at Harrison, now you’ve succeeded. You own his house…his companies...’
   ‘Co-own. Remember it’s mortgaged.’
   ‘The same thing, you will own it. And my brother, you won’t even speak to Hunt.’
   ‘It is an understatement to say we didn’t get along at school…’
   ‘But we are adults now, Heath; I just want you to forget…’
    Annabelle put her hands on her husband’s face. Normally her blood did not appeal to him overly, but he hadn’t taken his vitamins and was low on plasma. He pushed her hand away, afraid the yearning to feed and munch on the cool blue vein in her wrist would repel her. If only he could share with her his longings, his issues, himself. Perhaps the marriage would have had a chance. But, let’s face it, she wasn’t Kate. He knew Annabelle would run from him when she discovered the truth. He was sure of it.  
    Annabelle, for her part, suspected Heath was not normal from the earliest days of their marriage. She thought he might need therapy but he brushed her away when she tried to talk to him about his mood swings, as she called them. He’d always been cold towards her, Annabelle realized in retrospect. She had thought Hinton and the baby would bring them together but after he’d satisfied himself that the foetus would be “normal” (going so far as to take her to a strange specialist in Harley Street when she seemed overly fond of lamb chops), Heath had distanced himself from her once again. 
     Every person was worthy of love. It seemed to Annabelle that Heath had received more from the marriage than she had. Annabelle only expected her husband to love her, yet he made her feel unworthy. Sometimes he looked at her as if she was air and Belle caught him looking at Kate’s old photographs more than once. Annabelle didn’t even want to think about her sister-in-law. She was sure it was their love that had wrecked her marriage. On other occasions she realised that Heath was the sort of man who would have found it hard to make any marriage work.
     Belle regretted the loss of her only female friend.  She missed being close to her sister-in-law. Months earlier, Kate had pleaded with Annabelle not to marry Heath and Annabelle hated to admit Kate was right.
    ‘He only wants to hurt you…he wants to hurt me.’
    ‘How can you say that, Kate? Why do you think you are the only person worthy of love?’ Annabelle asked.
   ‘It’s not like that,’ Kate had replied.
   ‘Not like what?’
    ‘Heath and I…we grew up together…I know him. He’s not like other people, he’s…different…’ Annabelle misunderstood her intentions almost entirely.
    ‘He still loves you…doesn’t he?’
    ‘I…I don’t think Heath’s capable of love anymore…he…uses women and he’s not above using you for his own purposes,’ Kate had warned her.
   ‘What purposes? He’s already got his own money. Yes, our family is wealthy but so is Heath…’
  ‘It’s not like that. He wants ownership, power. First it was Harrison, now it’s Edmund… once he marries you, he controls you. He wants to hurt me…promised me he’d get me back, for marrying Edmund…’
   ‘Why did you marry my brother, Kate? I’ve always wondered…’
   ‘Because… I loved him.’
   ‘Because you loved him or because you needed him? Heath wasn’t there and my brother was! Well now I need someone Kate and you can’t stop me from being with him…’
   ‘I’m trying to warn you… he will make your life very difficult Annabelle.’
   Annabelle had packed her suitcase.
   ‘Promise me you’ll give me a chance, Kate. Stay away from us until after the baby is born.’
    ‘If that is what you wish, Annabelle, but you are making an enormous mistake. You barely know this person. Heath is not like you. He’s strong but angry and he’s vengeful. He’ll take all of his frustrations out on you…’
    ‘I don’t care,’ Annabelle raged for the first time in her life. ‘I love him.’
     Kate was not surprised and she wished her sister-in-law well but suddenly they were like strangers in the same room.                                   
    ‘You know what your words do Kate? They make me more anxious than ever to leave this house…tonight.’
    Kate sat on the bed; she knew she had tried to reveal Heath’s full nature to Annabelle but it had backfired. In fact, she’d made the situation worse. Kate had just alienated her only female friend.
   ‘I cannot say I’m surprised,’ Hunt said later. ‘I spent hours trying to talk her out of the marriage last night, but there was nothing to be done.’
    Edmund leaned in to kiss his wife on the cheek. Kate pulled away.
   ‘Annabelle is very determined to make this mistake,’ Kate said.
    One night, after they were married, unable to contain himself as Annabelle kissed him, Heath sunk his fangs into her neck (the taste of her blood was expectedly bitter to him). He knew, even after she’d fled the house, they could never be friends again.
     Annabelle, endlessly forgiving, wanted to try but he could never explain his true condition or his sense of unworthiness. There seemed little point, especially after Annabelle had finally lost it and screamed at him for being a freak. The next day, Annabelle fled to Cornwall and the family estate. It was just until the baby was born, or so she’d said.
     He didn’t blame Annabelle. He was glad, in some ways, to see the back of her. He was becoming exactly what he was born to be, an animal. Soon there would not be a shred of humanity left in him. He littered his wardrobe with discarded packets of plasma and when the maid found the empty packages she screamed. He wasn’t proud of who he was or what he’d done but after his wife left, he reconnected with his specialist and had a new elixir designed for him, Magenta Plus. This liquid began to control the variant in his condition.     
     When Annabelle returned to Hareton Hall, she occupied a separate bedroom.  Heath was surprised Annabelle didn’t leave him permanently. His wife had reverted to type and wanted to keep up appearances at all costs. Heath could read her thoughts by the time she returned and he knew she would run off once the baby was born, perhaps return to The Grange, but never to him. He thought she would leave again after catching him gorging discarded plasma from a plastic bag after a particularly long day at the office. He’d married her for all the wrong reasons; to get back at Kate and Hunt; to possess her and her property. Who could blame her? He’d respect her more for leaving. Deep down, he should have been more careful, controlled himself more around her. He resolved not to be such a fang freak in the bedroom.
     In truth, he was surprised Annabelle had stayed as long as she had. He knew she only tried for the sake of the baby and he wished he could be a better man for her, could love her even, but his heart always belonged to someone else.
     After she left, everyone left. Heath stopped taking his medication and began to drink too much elixir again. This resulted in an imbalance in his system and disturbing side-effects. He craved blood…human blood but had learnt how not to kill, how to just take enough, how to control himself. This control came from the part of him that was still fully human.
     Heath started to bring home girlfriends, randomly. This was an easy thing to do since he was so good-looking and hugely rich. None of them compared to Kate. Always, Heath was dissatisfied.
      Greta was disgusted by his immoral behaviour and resigned, telling him to join a twelve step recovery program and get himself back on track with his medication. She sent his Harley Street specialist for a home visit the day she left and whispered that she would call to check  on him in a few days to re-negotiate the details of her employment contract.
     During that time, Heath detoxed and was put under careful observation until he finally got himself back on track. He did some soul searching. In truth, none of the Spencers appeared to make good husbands, yet he wasn’t a Spencer, not really. He contemplated researching his bloodline but that would take him far from Kate and he didn’t want to leave her again. Though they hadn’t spoken for weeks, he knew she was close by at The Grange.
    It had been six months since he’d seen Kate and Greta had told him news of her pregnancy. After Heath married, he’d sent her running back to her weak and irritating husband. At the time, he was glad to see Kate go. He’d watched her turn and run out of the arboretum that night. He thought she deserved his indifference and was glad to bestow it upon her. 
    Only he hadn’t felt indifferent afterwards.
    He could still feel her under his skin. With every breath, he thought of her, couldn’t stop dreaming about her. He felt she must be feeling the same. His senses were more acute, even though he’d been denying them. 


(#Thirty: First Night) Wuthering Nights: Inspired by Wuthering Heights



Chapter Thirty
First Night
    At the Grange, Kate was finalizing new sketches for another play. There was talk of working on designs for the Art direction of a big American film that was being made over summer not far from Hampstead.
    Kate wrote all her fears and longings in her journals, something she had enjoyed doing since her earliest memories were recorded. She placed the journals in a space at the back of her wardrobe.
    Her own pregnancy gave her some comfort, although she couldn’t help but feel somehow the child growing within her was an alien. Occasionally, she went walking across Hampstead Heath holding the tiny hand of Katarina, who had just begun to toddle. Her daughter gave her endless hours of joy.
     As she leant down to pull her child’s knitted hat over Katarina’s lush, dark curls, Kate was struck by her resemblance to Heath. It was impossible for him not to know. Edmund did. He had told her he didn’t care; that they should marry anyway and start a family of their own; that Heath had likely been killed or disappeared never to return. They’d been hunting hybrids back then.  This was a few years before the Vampire Act had been passed giving hybrids the same rights as humans, theoretically.
    Edmund Hunt had been a good, kind, loving husband and father. He doted on little Katarina who adored him. Yet, Kate was haunted by her decision.
    Kate longed to go back in time, to the night she and Heath had run away and they had married as teenagers in love in the tiny church in Chelsea. They had spent barely one night together before the note was delivered that had revealed a possible connection, a lie that changed everything.
   ‘To everlasting love,’ Heath had toasted her in the tiny pub, ‘and my beautiful wife. I love you Kate Spencer and I will love you forever.’
     Kate smiled, knowing she felt the same, knowing that in that moment there was nothing she loved more than secret marriages and the man before her. The love of her dreams sat later on their hotel bed, with its new mattress and sheets. Heath’s perfect chest revealed his hard body, forbidden beauty and immense yet dangerous perfection.  Heath had nuzzled into her wrist as Kate wound her body around his. She was sure he was tempted to bite but he never did. It was almost as if they were the same person. That night, they lay together on the bed, the vial of elixir half-empty.
     ‘It worked,’ Kate said. ‘And you stayed in control…sort of,’ she smiled, rubbing her wrist where the nuzzle of Heath’s lips had left a slight red mark. Heath felt human and invincible, sleepy for the first time in years. ‘I love you,’ Kate said.
     They were simple words but Heath had waited a lifetime to hear them. 
     ‘There is nothing I can say to that, except, I love you more,’ he said, kissing her again. Kate could not believe that was true.
    They bathed and dressed for dinner, contemplating their imminent return to the world as husband and wife. Kate was pale at the prospect and began to look less like the honeymooning bride and more like a frightened school girl as she contemplated their departure from the hotel. Heath took his pills and drank some plasma outside on the balcony.   Kate remembered the note that contained not a shred of truth. The words had been for Heath’s eyes only.
      Kate thought about the truth as she gathered wildflowers with Katarina. Harrison had always played hard and fast with his lies. But of course, the letter he’d written was the reason she and Heath had parted; the reason Kate had sought sanctuary on that skiing holiday; the reason she’d had time alone to imagine herself with Edmund. The tests were arranged and were conclusive. Harrison had lied. But the whole process took more than a month and in the meantime, Heath disappeared.  She was told he had died, most likely from exposure and lack of blood.
      And there he lives, Kate thought, as she glanced over at Hareton Hall from the safe distance of the Arboretum. 
     Inside The Hall, Heath sat listening to his telephone messages on that day.
     He hadn’t seen Kate’s face for a long time. Greta occasionally took Hinton to the park to play with his cousin. Heath didn’t know about this. Kate always asked after them.
      When Hinton turned three, Harrison fled the Guest house, a crazy drunk. He had mostly left Hinton with Greta once Hinton’s desire to bite had become almost uncontrollable. Hinton displayed many of the characteristics that Heath had. A mild form of Magenta sated his thirst. Neither Harrison nor Frances understood the child’s condition and were happy when Greta agreed to keep him with her. After Frances disappeared in Paris, Harrison went mad. He drank all day and refused to hold down any kind of work.
     Heath stepped in and offered to adopt Hinton along with the house and Harrison couldn’t have cared less by then. Although the specialist assured Heath the Spencers were not even a distant genetic relation, Heath knew somehow, he and Frances had once been related. Heath felt closer to Hinton, who ate hungrily in the kitchen. Hinton was blissfully unaware of all that had become of his family. He gravitated towards Heath, a father and fellow bloodsucker. Heath hoped the world Hinton grew up in would be more accepting than the one he’d had to hide in, as he shared a piece of chicken with the child who gnawed hungrily with his first teeth and gave Heath a winning smile.

(#Thirty-one: Revelations) Wuthering Nights: Inspired by Wuthering Heights




Chapter Thirty-one
Revelations
    Once Kate heard about the trouble in Annabelle’s marriage, Kate decided it was time to speak to Heath, alone.
    Kate was rugged up in her usual riding gear and had the car keys in her hand, making a rattling noise which woke her sleeping husband. She’d woken up early and told Edmund that she was going for a walk.
   ‘At six in the morning, darling?’ he asked sleepily. ‘Should you really be going out in your condition? The air is like ice outside.’
   ‘Of course,’ Kate said. ‘I have the car. I intend to walk the easy path. It’s my new regime,’ she said, sarcastically. ‘Besides, exercise is good for the baby. Now go back to sleep…darling,’ she added as an afterthought.
    Kate pulled on her overcoat and looked into the mirror. At eighteen, when Kate had married Edmund, she’d felt older than her years. Now she was barely twenty-one and she had never told Heath why she had married Edmund so quickly; never told Heath why the pictures hadn’t been splashed all over the papers; why the marriage hadn’t been announced. He probably guessed and didn’t care. There were so many mistakes that had been made and more than enough time to put them right, even if somebody got hurt in the process. They were meant to be together and that was that. She had telephoned him, asked him to meet her.
    When Heath arrived at the glass house, having pulled up in one of his sleek sports cars, Kate knew she had to gauge his behaviour.
    She moved to touch him but he pulled away and turned his face. Kate wondered if he had already fed that morning on Magenta or… if his tastes had become more refined and… diverse. Kate would have offered her blood to him there and then if she’d felt it would fix the situation between them and not harm the baby. 
    ‘Why did you want to meet me here Kate?’ Heath asked in a weary tone. Heath noticed her messed up hair. 
    ‘Look at you. You’ve just got out of Hunt’s bed. I never thought I’d see the day…’
    ‘Heath…he’s my husband…If it makes you feel any better, we have separate bedrooms.’
    Heath’s eyes combed her face, her body, her round belly hidden under the coat. Kate must  have thought he was really stupid.
    ‘Why do you need to talk to me when you’ve got him?’
    ‘I needed to see you again.’
     Kate touched his hand, and all the emotions were like before. She could not deny this passion and Kate wondered if Heath felt the same.
    If he did, he didn’t show it.
    ‘I’m asking you not to…hurt Annabelle. She’s been a good sister-in-law to me, a good friend to us both.’
    ‘Oh, this is rich, sticking up for the other woman. What do you call this then? I’m sure if she knew we were meeting in secret she’d be thrilled,’ Heath added sarcastically. Then he moved towards Kate. At first, it seemed like he was going to kiss her. Instead, he was distracted by the baby’s heart beat and placed his hands over his ears.
   ‘Having a baby…makes it impossible for me to leave now. It does not mean I love you less.’
    Heath looked at her, ‘And you brought me here to tell me that? As if I didn’t already know? How could you Kate? You should have waited for me. I just wanted proof that Harrison had lied, and then nothing would have kept me away from you.’
    ‘I…I know,’ Kate said, weeping.
    He was so angry he moved to shove her, but thought better of it, though she didn’t resist his touch or step back. Instead he moved in close, swayed almost as if he was going to kiss her. Kate moved towards him at the same time.
    ‘Now, we meet as equals, Mrs Hunt,’ Heath said. ‘Now you get to be the jealous one.’
     That was the problem. Heath had all but ignored her since the night after the dinner party.  The closeness of her, the nearness of her almost touch, was enough to set him off. His mouth watered, his teeth sharpened. Kate stumbled and moved to sit down.
    ‘A fine mess we have made of our lives,’ she whispered. She looked at Heath and realized her love for him was like the air that surrounded them, ever-changing but eternal, always. Her love for Heath transcended time and space and even themselves. She couldn’t believe it had been so fragile, that she had been foolish enough to believe it would survive betrayal. Now Heath was married to another and gone forever.
    Kate moved to stand up but sat down again, quickly.
    ‘Are you alright?’ Heath asked, suddenly spooked.
    ‘Yes, I’m…I’m just upset, that is all. Please, Heath, don’t go, please come. Put your arms around me one last time. I…I would give up Hunt if only you’d ask me to.’
    And it was then, that Heath realized he’d finally gotten to her.
    Now was his chance.
    ‘You must be kidding,’ Heath said. ‘Do you really think I’d want you now? About to give birth to another man’s child…’
    ‘I wish it were your child,’ Kate said.
    ‘Well, it isn’t,’ Heath said, ‘and I don’t want you,’ he lied.
    Kate withdrew her hand.
    ‘Please don’t be like that.’
    ‘It was you, Kate, with all of your stupid airs and graces, the minute you were poisoned by the Hunts, you came to believe yourself one of them, better than the rest of us, better than me with my eternal…curse. I longed for immortality once but only to share it with you.
    ‘Share it with me now…’
    ‘You’d have to be joking. You’re not thinking straight in your…condition. You are so selfish you can’t even put your child first.’
     ‘Not now…later, after the baby is born.’
     ‘Forget it. No matter how miserable you are, you belong to him now…’
    ‘Never...’
    ‘And I have made another choice…’
    ‘I don’t believe you.’
    ‘Oh, I could never lie to you and tell you I love Annabelle. I don’t even like her, though I’ve tried hard enough. But hating you, Kate…is almost as good as loving you and how I have wished for this moment, to see you as you really are…empty and alone but for your selfish choices.’
     ‘It was not selfish, Heath. I couldn’t find you.’
     ‘You should have looked harder.’
     ‘I did. But I was lied to…Harrison convinced me you no longer lived.’
     ‘Well, he was wrong and he’s always plotted against us. You were foolish to believe him in the first place.’ Heath said, the morning’s gorge from the blood bank fresh in his veins. He felt empowered. There was strength in such a lack of desire. 
     ‘It was your fault too,’ Kate said, ‘for leaving me, for doubting us.’
      Heath remained silent. ‘Harrison swore we were…blood relations…’
    Kate looked shocked.
    ‘But it is not true. Here,’ Heath said, he unfolded a paper from his pocket. ‘There is no connection. I also spoke to my…mother. It appears my biological father disappeared one night after drinking… the blood of others. He has not been sighted since. Heath pulled out his original birth certificate, written in Spanish. The date was clear.
     ‘I’m a year older than I thought.’
     ‘Oh Heath, what have we done?’
     ‘If I did wrong, we both did wrong and now you are paying for it. Revenge is sweet.’
     ‘Really? Greta used to say revenge is a dish best served cold.’
     ‘Well, she always had a cliché at the ready.’
      Both the lovers were spent in their argument.
      ‘Please…Heath… Don’t do anything you will regret.’
      ‘Like what? Like leaving Annabelle? No, Annabelle will go of her own accord just like all the women in this family. I’m surprised it has taken her this long to work out that I only married her to hurt you and get my hands on The Grange.’
     ‘I don’t believe that. Annabelle loves you. She won’t go anywhere unless you force her to.’
    ‘She’s left me once already. You really think you can control all our lives Kate? I despise you for marrying Hunt. I despise you for not believing in me enough to wait.’
     ‘I… never stopped believing in you. I never stopped loving you. I wanted to do what was best for… Katarina.’
     ‘And yet you married another.’
      ‘I was told you’d gone forever!’
     ‘Mmm… a convenient excuse. How could you ever be with another man?’ Heath spat.
     ‘Like I said, he’s my husband.’
      ‘I was your husband.’
      ‘I know, but we were so young, I thought you’d changed your mind, abandoned me...’
      ‘Stop, stop crying. This is not the Kate I wish to see.’
      ‘It is the one you created. I have never stopped loving you…will never stop loving you Heath,’ Kate said as she stood up, ‘but I think this argument is going nowhere... Edmund…’
     ‘Ah yes, the wonderful Hunt…’
     ‘Don’t…be jealous. He has never taken your place.’
     ‘That’s exactly what he has done,’ Heath laughed bitterly. 
      ‘When I first saw you, Heath, I loved you. It is almost as if we are the one soul and that doesn’t change, no matter what. After the baby is born I want to be with you, forever.’
       Kate stood in the open doorway of the glass house as the wind began to howl and swept up her hair. ‘I can see there is no point in continuing to discuss this until then…’
      ‘You sound just like him…’
      ‘And you have become so much worse, swindling Harrison out of his own fortune…marrying my sister-in-law to hurt me…’
      ‘Your brother was a vicious drunk and a liar. He deserved it. Besides, it wasn’t a difficult thing to accomplish…and Annabelle knew what she was getting herself into.’
       ‘And making his child your own…’
       ‘Hinton needed a home after he was…abandoned by his own father…’
       ‘A home? You sent him to boarding school…’
       ‘From where he shall return once he is…educated…’
       ‘Educated enough to run wild like you and I did? I could never bear to let my child be that far away from me… And as for Annabelle, I’ve seen the scars on her wrist where you bit her…’
      ‘She asked me to…she thinks blood sucking is…more of a kink and less of a need.’ 
      Kate shook her head. ‘I can see we’re getting nowhere with this conversation.’
     ‘Everything that went wrong Kate, we did to each other. If you had just waited…if you had just believed in me like you promised you would…we said we’d never abandon one another…’
    ‘You abandoned me…’
    ‘I never stopped loving you…’
    ‘…Until now.’
    ‘You married another…’
    ‘So did you.’
    Heath shook his head, ‘To make you pay…’
    ‘I must go…’
    ‘Yes,’ Heath said, ‘your husband must miss you.’
     ‘I see you are determined to stay with Annabelle and ruin all our lives.’
     Heath raised an eyebrow angrily, ‘She is my wife.’ 
     ‘Just don’t hurt her,’ Kate said as she walked away. She did not wish to tell him the full truth about their child tonight. It had been a mistake to call him. Heath was left in the dark once again; his vow of revenge seemed hollow and pointless.